Wednesday, December 02, 2009 @ 9:29 PM
itchy hand me, now my hair looks weird and ugly.
@ 9:27 PM
Hippo Tour with cousin on saturday to see the xmas lights. thats if everything goes in place and no sudden plan decides to ruin the event.
@ 9:26 PM
SO I HEARD THAT WE'RE SKIPPING GOLD COAST FOR THAILAND.
@ 9:23 PM
so, fair's meeting me only once a week now thanks to work. this has been going on for weeks. the amazing thing is, i can survive seeing him only once a week. shit, tell me is it a good or a bad thing? we used to meet almost all the time but when he starts working, i somehow can survive not seeing him. i think its a good thing. dont you?
Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 6:53 PM
freak! i miss them. @ 2:58 PM
what if i wanted to break. laugh it all off in your face. what would you do? what if i fell to the floor, couldnt take this any more. what would you do? come, break me down! marry me, bury me. i am finished with you!
Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 1:33 PM
in school everyone has cliques.
people have a group of friends who they can rely on.
who will be there for them. who will support them.
who are willing to help them. who will just be with them and love them.
throughout my school years, be it primary school
secondary school or poly life. all ive been doing is,
just trying to fit in. i dont have any cliques. im usually seen around anywhere everywhere with anyone. im not trying to say im sad that i dont have one, well sometimes it does especially when in doubt or facing a problem, i tend to not know who to find and share it with. but maybe that is what i am good at. mixing around with all the other poeple. being a nobody in everybody's life. ok, this part emo shit. hahah.
fitting in. that is what ive been doing all along. all this entire time. nobody made me felt special.
k dah! no more.
going to tascha's bday later
cya
people have a group of friends who they can rely on.
who will be there for them. who will support them.
who are willing to help them. who will just be with them and love them.
throughout my school years, be it primary school
secondary school or poly life. all ive been doing is,
just trying to fit in. i dont have any cliques. im usually seen around anywhere everywhere with anyone. im not trying to say im sad that i dont have one, well sometimes it does especially when in doubt or facing a problem, i tend to not know who to find and share it with. but maybe that is what i am good at. mixing around with all the other poeple. being a nobody in everybody's life. ok, this part emo shit. hahah.
fitting in. that is what ive been doing all along. all this entire time. nobody made me felt special.
k dah! no more.
going to tascha's bday later
cya
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 12:30 PM
The day that nizam took my watch and didnt return to me so i took samirah's watch and she took my nizam's watch so that she can return it back to nizam and get my watch back on my behalf and i'll return samirah her watch on thursday and she'll pass mine back to me.
This is the day when we decided to watch paranormal activity together with boyfriend. i must say that the movie wasnt all that scary after all. i admit i was a little scared at the beginning as i was not sure of whats gonna happen but later on, i wasnt scared. its not scary people. and my poor huda, she watched it like twice and she was seen covering her face with her jacket almost half of the movie.
This is the day when we decided to watch paranormal activity together with boyfriend. i must say that the movie wasnt all that scary after all. i admit i was a little scared at the beginning as i was not sure of whats gonna happen but later on, i wasnt scared. its not scary people. and my poor huda, she watched it like twice and she was seen covering her face with her jacket almost half of the movie.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 10:59 AM
If guys were to say
1) "If this makes you happy, then im happy"
2) "Im happy if you're happy"
3) "If you're happy with the other guy then go, i'll be happy for you"
is this all true? is it what they really want? Is it really real?
what say you? what are your thoughts?
come give me your comment.
1) "If this makes you happy, then im happy"
2) "Im happy if you're happy"
3) "If you're happy with the other guy then go, i'll be happy for you"
is this all true? is it what they really want? Is it really real?
what say you? what are your thoughts?
come give me your comment.
Sunday, November 08, 2009 @ 3:13 PM
my computer just had to crash on me. so what did i do? I took 5dollars from my wallet and went straight to the shop and purchased myself 2 chocolates 2 packets of tidbits and lemon barley drink. To top that up, i asked dad to get me chicken rice. Go to hell with "A Syndrome". Gobbled down the junk and boy, when was the last time i felt shiok. shiok with chocolates. who hates chocolates? ok, maybe one person hates chocolates.
After the ordeal, picked myself up and started doing my report again. See, eating junk is not that bad after all. It gives you the extra ommmpphhh in doing your work. :D And now, i feel like eating McSpicy. What the...
Anyway, Fair will be coming later for a session of "watch downloaded movies at home together". How sweet is that.
After the ordeal, picked myself up and started doing my report again. See, eating junk is not that bad after all. It gives you the extra ommmpphhh in doing your work. :D And now, i feel like eating McSpicy. What the...
Anyway, Fair will be coming later for a session of "watch downloaded movies at home together". How sweet is that.
Saturday, November 07, 2009 @ 12:53 PM
work is starting to pile up.
#1
and i hate friends who just couldnt be bothered to help you. take this for an instance, friend A replies to your messages as soon as she/he reads it. You're happily messaging friend A and he/she is replying like normal. Then you asked her/him for help and the phone goes silent. No messages from this friend A or whatsoever. Isnt it abit obvious that he/she is not willing to help you. I mean c'mon man, if you cant help. you tell, dont leave a friend hanging HOPING that you'll help. To tell that maybe he/she was busy and would reply later, you're wrong. The phone remains silent. FOREVER
and i hate friends who just couldnt be bothered to help you. take this for an instance, friend A replies to your messages as soon as she/he reads it. You're happily messaging friend A and he/she is replying like normal. Then you asked her/him for help and the phone goes silent. No messages from this friend A or whatsoever. Isnt it abit obvious that he/she is not willing to help you. I mean c'mon man, if you cant help. you tell, dont leave a friend hanging HOPING that you'll help. To tell that maybe he/she was busy and would reply later, you're wrong. The phone remains silent. FOREVER
FUCKYOU FRIEND.
(boyf sees that im cursing, im dead.)
#2
And what happened to one people one nation ONE SINGAPORE when all you need is chinese? Im not trying to post anything bad about the chinese but its the mentality that Singaporeans are having now. Take job opportunities as an example. Lets say the criteria is to be Bilingual. I HAVE a friend who takes chinese lesson but is a non chinese. She went to an interview and got rejected when she was qualified with all the relevant skills and requirements. WHY? cos she's a non chinese. And whats up with people only employing chinese? whats gonna happen to the others? The first thing they'll ask is "You can speak chinese?" or "Are you chinese?". Im not trying to say that all job opportunities are as such but majority of it is LIKE THAT. One more example, as we know, Singapore's main population is made up of chinese. agree? Why must they put at the requirements section " Mandaring speaking ONLY". Furthermore, its for a job at central. They can just scrap out that part in the notice. And when the interview is being conducted and knowing that many chinese will apply because singapore is made up of 70% chinese people. They can just pick the chinese that they want. It wouldnt hurt just to squeeze in afew non chinese right? I believe that peopl at town are able to understand and speak ENGLISH so i don understand why they need ALL chinese. AND if the non chinese were to work, but happen to deal with a chinese speaking customer, he/she can ask another his fellow CHINESE worker for assistant. am i right? is that even difficult. IT WOULDNT HARM ANYONE JUST TO SQUEEZE IN NON CHINESE TO WORK. They should atleast understand english. what happened to all the campaigns? the SPEAK GOOD ENGLISH CAMPAIGN. honestly, this is inequiality. Im speaking this on behalf of those who are sadly not employed due to this reasons. Ive got afew friends who are experiencing this. But once again let me stress this out, NOT ALL JOB OPPORTUNITIES ARE LIKE THIS. maybe he/she is unlucky to be facing this all the entire time.
all i want is.
We the citizens of Singapore
Pledge ourselves as ONE UNITED PEOPLE
REGARDLESS of race language or religion
To build a DEMOCRATIC SOCIETY
Based on justice and EQUALITY
So as to achieve happiness
Prosperity and PROGRESS for our
NATION
#2
And what happened to one people one nation ONE SINGAPORE when all you need is chinese? Im not trying to post anything bad about the chinese but its the mentality that Singaporeans are having now. Take job opportunities as an example. Lets say the criteria is to be Bilingual. I HAVE a friend who takes chinese lesson but is a non chinese. She went to an interview and got rejected when she was qualified with all the relevant skills and requirements. WHY? cos she's a non chinese. And whats up with people only employing chinese? whats gonna happen to the others? The first thing they'll ask is "You can speak chinese?" or "Are you chinese?". Im not trying to say that all job opportunities are as such but majority of it is LIKE THAT. One more example, as we know, Singapore's main population is made up of chinese. agree? Why must they put at the requirements section " Mandaring speaking ONLY". Furthermore, its for a job at central. They can just scrap out that part in the notice. And when the interview is being conducted and knowing that many chinese will apply because singapore is made up of 70% chinese people. They can just pick the chinese that they want. It wouldnt hurt just to squeeze in afew non chinese right? I believe that peopl at town are able to understand and speak ENGLISH so i don understand why they need ALL chinese. AND if the non chinese were to work, but happen to deal with a chinese speaking customer, he/she can ask another his fellow CHINESE worker for assistant. am i right? is that even difficult. IT WOULDNT HARM ANYONE JUST TO SQUEEZE IN NON CHINESE TO WORK. They should atleast understand english. what happened to all the campaigns? the SPEAK GOOD ENGLISH CAMPAIGN. honestly, this is inequiality. Im speaking this on behalf of those who are sadly not employed due to this reasons. Ive got afew friends who are experiencing this. But once again let me stress this out, NOT ALL JOB OPPORTUNITIES ARE LIKE THIS. maybe he/she is unlucky to be facing this all the entire time.
all i want is.
We the citizens of Singapore
Pledge ourselves as ONE UNITED PEOPLE
REGARDLESS of race language or religion
To build a DEMOCRATIC SOCIETY
Based on justice and EQUALITY
So as to achieve happiness
Prosperity and PROGRESS for our
NATION
